I remember feeling as lousy on the first day of cny last year. ARHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! i feel like shit. like someone they don't really bother about. yu zhe once told me that parents always neglect their middle child. i tried to convince myself that it's not true, but now.. i guess that.. maybe he was right after all. you never stood up for me! that made me feel worse= i know i'm not being over-sensitive. this is the first part of me.



The other part of me tells me that i AM being too sensitive. i shouldnt be thinking that way. dont be silly, what are you crying for? think of the times they stood up for you. think about anything happy.



But i still feel like sHiT!!!! tmr will be a better day, says myself.